Hi my inquisitive souls.
This is one topic that has been hard for me to talk about but since no one knows me here and you can judge me all you want but I need to get this out of my system.
The first scene where I came face to face with molestation was simple and if I told someone maybe he will say that was nothing but what someone else doesn’t known is that it scared me for life. I was standing on a bus stop waiting for a bus and a bus stops infront of me(that was going on a different route) and a person sitting by the window made a gester of kissing. I was shocked to my core. I was just 13.
Then there was someone who grabbed my ass at the age of 14. Mind you(I didn’t even had proper breasts by then) and I was speechless.
At the age of 15, I was picking my brother up from school and a guy in a car passed by me saying, “What should I pay for you” I was in tears.
The most devastating came from family.
My mother’s cousin harrased me for the whole night and I couldn’t utter a word. All i did was cry. I was 15 then.( I didn’t even knew what sex was). Few months after that my cousin (I was very close to him) tried to kiss me and grab my boobs!
I thought all this was my fault and 8 years after that I am still trying to recover from it. I want to help those who felt the same way. Girl or a boy. IT WAS NEVER YOUR FAULT. Always remember that.!
The most recent came when a person kissed my elbow when I was standing in metro holding the supporters attached to the roof. And I still couldn’t punch him in the face. I was still as shocked as I was the first time it happened 10 years ago.
Please feel free to share anything you want to. I know It will help me. Especially how did you recover from all of it. I had a very hard time. I used to torture myself physically thinking all this was my fault.